2.45am –
its me. i thought of what to do for your bdae..
xmas and bdae present combine..
but trust me you will love it, yes yes..?

her msg woke me up. i could feel her excitement amid the flu meds and dreamy state.

these are the clues:
*save abt $500 – which i translate to not that expensive country.
*17th – 19th jan – which i translate as nearby country.
*she said, if i think real hard, i’ll be able to guess. but i’m not thinking abt it. i loved surprises, ist part of the fun !

more clues:
*$500 exchange with mr wong. (i’m guessing – msia)
*not much shopping (i’m guessing – beach resort)

the revelation:
17th Jan
when we’re at the airport.

the warning:
je ne fer says:
if you back out on me.. you will be so dead
!!!!!!
hahaha

the yes:
i agreed, w/o hesitation.
i’m a yes yes girl. finding it hard to reject adventure. and i’m going with her. i’m sure between both of us, we will pull some crazy stunts and laugh our head off.

daring me:
saying yes without knowing exactly where im heading, but isnt life like that? you never know what the future brings.

so, yeap, i’m heading to an unknown location this coming jan.

so excited !!

happy groove.

this is supposedly to be a.. a.. ‘serious’ entry.
(am i capable of writing serious topic?)
anyway, i re-wrote the entire entry coz i bored myself reading it. haha !

the new entry:
positive.
i would say, its not only in-build in us, but its a skill you could learn over time.
i mean, quit whinning aldy. get up, do something abt your life. you not gotta move forward if you refuse to move your butt.

i can push, shove, bully, tok, hold your hand, nag, comfort, (did you realised i dont scold?!)
but you, yourself gotta take action.
whats the sentence? oh, you r responsible for your own life.

yes, i whine too.
i got beaten by life sometimes too, den?
be strong. learn lah. laugh. yes, laugh. dont take life too serious, have fun ! (pls dont go to the extreme hor)

even fairy godmother have limited patience okie?
anymore whining, i’m gotta grant you 2 wishes instead of 3. haha as if i could really make wishes come true ! even though, sometimes i wish i could..

sigh. i whine on my blog but i’m still patiently listen to others and try to help.

i’m nice. i know.
and i hear that nice pple die young.
can i be evil den? :p

G

part 2:

the conversation as follows:

friend A: you (groove) are more of a self-entertainer
me: haha. that’s a good one, self entertainer.
friend A: you should just talk to yourself.

i did as suggested and typed the following conversation:

me: hello,
me: yeap
me: go away
me: sure
me: but i be bored
me: self – entertain lah
me: okie lor

friend A, finally replied: cool!!! how you did that!!

the answer: miss lamey.

G.

Stop it.

“haha you really need to learn to stop apologizing for everything

no no, it’s how you work, just that i feel that you’re too nice, maybe

i do know that you mean it

which is part of the problem

you shouldn’t need to apologize for everything even if you mean it”

whatsup?!

ah.

do i wanna defend myself? no.

is there any reason? no.

do i hestiate before i aplogise? now, yes.

any conclusion? no.

will i change? maybe.

interesting.

extract the following from my book.
‘apologies arise when there a sense of accountability. to say i’m sorry to someone implies tat there’s been some significant/ it implies that u recognize a r/s and respect it. an apology arises from a social contract: a rule has been broken and an apology is an attempt to fix it. it’s also an act of recommitment to the r/s’

hands up if you agree. 🙂
G.

classmate alan: hi fairy godmother! can help daniel and me take the tutorial handouts?
miss lamey: but fairy godmother not in a good mood today, shall not help! hahaha
classmate alan: what happen? which small ‘demon’ make our fairy godmother angry? 🙂
miss lamey: a small demon by the name of bored. slay it for me?? haha
classmate alan: i oso gt one demon but its by the name of runnin nose, do u tink fairy godmother can help me slay it? 🙂
miss lamey: oh, pls. runnin nose doesnt require fairy godmother blessing.. a doc does the trick ! call fairy godmother during exam or when ur life is in danger.

keke ! G.

here’s what i do:

>look out for aunties – esp those who loved to push me from the back… yes, i’m aware i have sexy back ! 😉

>look out for big-size man, you could tell from d way they carry themselves – absolutely wont give way to others. i bump into ppl like them pretty often. how come?!

>look out for super-tall pple, to avoid feelin like a dwarf.

>look for tall pple when i need help in reachin for the milk at the provision shop opp my place.

i feel so small.

of coz the advantage being – pple assume i’m younger. ha!
my classmates tot tat im 24?! (how could that be possible? everything abt me smells like 27! haha)
not a bad trade-off though.

G

whatsup?!

if its possible, i try not to eat them.
i just dont like it.

my siblings dont get it. well, nobody gets ‘it’
lotsa pple have tried but fail to convince me to eat duck.

until… groove’s mother comes along.
my mummy cooked duck meat, expecting me to eat.
she’s my mum, gotta give her face!

ate one, little, tiny piece of duck’s wing? is that what you called it?
anyway..
bleeepp!

haha !

please, dont let me dream of eating a plate of ducks later.. that, will be a nightmare.

*quack.
i’m out.

G

you’ll always hear me whine abt the wooden sofa at home.

ugh ! after a couple of hrs on them, guarantee stiff back / butt.

we, children could never understand my parent\s love for wooden sofa.

but strangely, i always choose wooden chair and table at starbucks.
i have a thing with wooden chair and table, loved the laid back look and the ‘comfort’ it provides.

did i mentioned – i’m a strange girl. hehe !

G.

– dont take it too hard. women set the bar pretty high. gift – wise

haha! agreed.
G.

ah. i gotta blogged abt this.
its not everyday i am single, hence its become a subject to write abt.

singlehood is, i dunno. shld i use okie or shld i just great to describe?
just like everything else, the grass is always greener on the other side. haha ! pple envy me for the freedom, i envy pple for having a ‘fixed’ companion.

currently, i DO njoy being single – time for myself, tots on myself, self-reflection.. its all abt me, me, me.

i learnt a few things abt myself too – i’m contented, positive (will blog abt this), patience and pretty understanding. haha ! sound like a super good girl. no lah, i’m not. but, i guess, at the end of the day, everyone just wanna be a good human.

the qn is – am i happy? yes, i am. G