prideful?

like i mentioned – not a word i will pick for myself.

but it was used to described me.

what exactly did i said?
i dislike being needy, the feelin of i-gotta-rely-on-someone when i am sad.
i dont want that, i dont need that.
i have myself & it is good enough.

prideful?

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be what others expect you to be or i had it in me from the beginning?
(don’t make me into someone i’m not?)

let’s use moi as an example.
strong. most pple say that i am a strong girl, mentally lah.
am i really strong coz of my actions, my tots?

or

i am strong coz they expect me to be strong.
so, yeap, okie, i’ll be strong as per expectation?
i’ll be what you want me to be sorta theory.

i could never tell the difference.
maybe being strong is a combination of both factors.
i am indeed a tough cookie by nature AND when others set an expectation for me, i’ll hit the expectation.

prideful?

not all my entrys have a point. live a little ! 🙂 🙂