beautiful isnt?

ahhhh ! i wanted to insert a butterfly image here but realised i cant. shit,  even seeing them in images remind me of the horrifying walk in the park yesterday.

*terrified

goodness ! i really dislike facing my fear. i mean, who does?! not my idea of fun!

facing d door. knowing what’s in store for me, knowing that i will made it out in one piece is still not a good reason for me to go through with it. i just dont like putting myself in sucha situation. as harmless and pretty as they are, i just cant get over the fact that the butterflies are… there.

how do i explain this fear of butterfly?

i just cant be in the same room as they are. freak me out – big time.
butterflies have the ability to reduce a normal person into a whining, sticking and needy girl. for someone who dont perspire much – butterflies have the ability to make me perspire ALOT.

and the reason for the fear – UNKNOWN.

*shrug

hmm.. more often den not, there’s no reason to be afraid of something.
and i think this is a perfectly acceptable fear, no reasons for me to get rid of.

i’ll live with it. 🙂