considered myself informed.

she’s going europe, with or without me.
its smt she wanted to do, plus the fact i might be attached (or married) by 30. there’s really no reason for her to stay..

*tears
the tears just came. too fast for me to stop them.

text guy. knowing that he’s already in la-la land. well, i just needed to tell someone den & i needed someone who understand the sorta friendship jen & i share.. without giving me a funny look & askin ‘why are you crying?’

well, maybe guy dont get it afterall.
haha !

so les. i know.
it’s not as if she didnt ‘leave’ me before. her 3 -mths backpack last year.

well, perhaps, i shld explain here..

why did i cried?
everyone in my life seems to leave, somehow or rather.. even she’s leaving. okie, perhaps, its a bad idea to explain. since i’m still upset abt it.

tissue pls. haha !

nah, i’m fine. at least by the time you read this. i know if she’s going, she will be back. i can always visit her, its not gotta happen now blah blah blah.

but still.. can i revisit this entry? 🙂

G.