recent discovery.

i have lotsa expectations on guy.
hope that he wont fail me, ever.
i need that little hope / faith in human. and i found it in him. no room for mistakes !

haha ! of coz. he’s aware of the expectations i set on him. stress hor?! yet, somehow, he’s the only one who i think will come through and live up to expectation.

i always whine abt him havin expectations of me, zero mistakes. i musta logical, i musta smart, musta wise, musta musta musta..smts, i felt that sorta pressure from him.

yet i found myself havin the same set of expectations towards him. he musta logical, he musta wise, he musta knowledge-able, musta musta musta..
its unfair. my standard towards him are way higher den the standard he have of me. hehe !
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i have endless whys.. regardin r/s, faith, love, human. i realise with a little shock today that guy is the one who is capable of providing satisfactory answers, or rather he bothers to sit down, listen and answer. and well, i’m not shy to ask qns !

thank you master lee !

– your #1 student huang.
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