emailed jen & i mentioned:
you know, i cant wait to write my summary blog entry for 2009. i have titled it: lucky all year round, it’s a blank entry…yeap. its gotta be a long, fun & exciting entry !
– 27th Oct 2009

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eventful but exciting year, where the worst & the best happened.
its a year where i live for myself, where i seen myself grow, the year which i will always look back in fond memories, laughter & disbelief ! 😉

gotta say this to myself – minying, i am proud of you.
*pat on the back.

wiser, smarter, secure-r, funnier, definitely happier.

whatsup?!

exterior:
gain some weight this year.. long hair. haha
i wore lotsa shorts, shirts, shoes, ties. 🙂
i didn’t grow taller. hehee but you could practically smell happy off me.

interior:
later.

moments:
= family trip
ingredients of a good times with my loved ones.
phenomenally great ! 🙂

= batam trip – with jen.
star gazing, at the beach, soft music, with my dear bff. it was one of my best night with her.

= hk trip – with two of my closest friend – jen & zz (plus ah-boy)
awesome – the peak, the food, zz anxious over me, disneyland.
the hug from me to jen after the fireworks.
‘girl, thank you for makin my dream come true!’ ( we cried. haha !)

= back to school.
orhh.
sitting in class, smiling to myself.
its an achievement.
lesson learn – never say never.. see, i’m studying. haha!

= countless dinner/ laughter / chats / outings i had with my family & lotsa dear friends.

gains:
= hminying.com
absolutely adored this blog. its so me, through and through.

= guy.
haha ! why did i class him under gains?
guy is indeed one of the best thing that happened to me this year.
(lotsa ppl still find us incredibly-close!)

the world might change, pple might change, i might change but he wont. his values / righteous are so deeply rooted into him.. its a comfort to me. we all need stability in life. and yes, it could be translated into i-have-lotsa expectation-of him-too. haha!

‘he said words that at the time were only words, not the life lessons that’ve since exploded into” – extracted from my book.

i tot of guy immediately. he’s the one who taught me lessons after lessons and i have thank him countless times.. he replied me once: watup? u thank me all the time, sound as if i saved ur life. no, my dear you didn’t save my life but i definitely owe you. i bow before his power to transform mere words into respect. when it comes to respect, he hold the #1 spot.

thank you my dear for the lessons you taught me, the firsts you gave me, the listenin-whiny ear, the sound advises.. thank you for being the strong / brave one between us.

last, thank you for seeing something in me.

we are both blessed to have each other ! *awww..

= jen.
‘friends are like teabag, you never know how strong they are, until you dip them in hot water’ – book

i’m writing her last.. simply because she meant the most to me. (next to my family)

she have always be with me, through thick and thin.
eight years of friendship, endless companion, endless phone call (we love M1) i still text her every morning..haha !

she made me laugh. i think its through her that i learn to laugh. when life sucks, when shit happens, laughter helps.

im weak, she’s strong. smts i’m strong and she’s weak.

the sweetest thing she said to me was ‘let me know if you need me. i can take a taxi over’ it was close to 3am. it was at that moment that i knew, i could count on her anytime, anything. she will drop what she doin at a moments notice & come to my aid.
that’s friendship for you.

i love the way i could talk to her abt anything under the sky. smts i make her speechless, smts i’m mischief.. whatever it is, i wanted to stand on the same side as her.

smts a mere sentence from her will turn me all mushy and teary.
‘whether it is a right or wrong decision, i am always on your side & still around’

i love having someone in my corner. always.

thank you my dear girl for sticking around !

= friends.
thank you.

= family.
for always being there for me.
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*woah, this is the hardest part.. ! the number of pause / smile..
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= me.
gottta state this, again.
if i had the ability to change myself, i hope you have the ability to accept me, for who i am today. dont live in my shadow. 😉

came across this ‘as a woman of science, i’ve always believed that we have the power to shape our own lives. but there’s a big part of me that also thinks things happen for a reason.. start over..’
i’ma firm believer that things happened for a reason and that reason gave me the ability / strength to shape my present & future.

i’m gotta admit to a bad start of the year. it wasnt easy to leave what i know and venture into something new. i was afraid of not being the norm, i was afraid of how pple look at me, i was afraid of the unknown. i am afraid. but, being afraid taught me to be brave. haha musta awed lotsa pple with this new found strength.

the rest of the year have since exploded into a exciting & superbly nice year. mostly through my own effort (life-is-what-you-made-of-it-theory) as well as the ppl in my life.

im lucky to have my family and friends to keep me on track, showin me & remindin me of who i am at heart.

i have be brave, daring, courageous, flexible (may i add stupid?) silly, fun & open to experiences (aka yes-girl !)

i have fulfilled so many ‘always-wanted’
you might not notice but i always take a moment – thank my lucky star and whoever was with me. *sweet sigh.

i’ve done lotsa stuff that i would never see myself doing it.
smts i’m right, smts i’m wrong, smts i’m stupid, smts i’m wise.
more hits den miss.. i hope keke !

rethink. reinvent. remodel.
checked. checked. checked.

re-read the article at my blog & came across this sentence –
‘good person as someone who is always striving to be good and do the right’

i’m not a perfect person.. but..
..  all i wanted is to be a good person.

nobody is. perfect.

i still hv alot to learn in life, outta life, how to be a better person.. i am the few lucky souls who’s happy with life, who have everything one could possibly needs and that pple, is the way to life.

ups & downs. yet, i named it the best year of my life.

let’s bid goodbye to twenty-o-nine.
thank you everyone for being a part of my life.
stick around and watch me grow.

2010 is gotta be an exciting year, one which i hardly dare to make plans, i rather take what life throws at me. thats the laid plan. 🙂

last –
a new year, same resolution – to be a better groove-y person.
family, jen, friends, study.

join me next year !

who am i?
yours, groove.
*little bow