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i’m sorry.

does it matter?
YES !

don’t ask.
what’s with the 80 / 20.
just random figures !

anyway.

80% – to the person who saying sorry
a release. a way to forgive yourself. a means to move on. an attempt at being a better person.

20% – to the receiver.
a small comfort.
i dont need it but i rather hv the apologise den not havin it.

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sometimes. i goes – no, you don’t have to apologise. it doesn’t matter.

but mental note if you did manage to apologise to me.

less cockroach, less witch.. more human. i’ll look at you differently.

in a small way, it matter.
for i know, you admitting to your mistakes, you’re feelin as sorry, you try..

.. and for that, i will grant you ‘yes i forgive you’ 

– G

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groove – the painter, friend (2)

groove, the white-nosed painter
had a very white-ish nose.
and if you ever saw her.
you would even laugh out loud.

painting. and i felt smt wet on my nose.
haha !
she tease me – take a pix of you? you can post it on your blog.

*shake my head, walk to the sink.

yeap ! we’re done. its been fun but super tiring.
i’m winding down my painting biz !

just realised – its another of my ‘first’ with jen !
and, interesting conversation always took place during this paint sessions. (wait for it)

note – no photos. you cant tell anyway.. white ceiling.

– G

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the pact

crazy idea.
yes ! that’s me !

me: hey! lets have a pact !

pumpkin gave me a huh-look.

me: watch fireworks with me again. next year. same location.

( shit ! what was i thinkin? suggest it w/o tinkin it through )

me: uh-no. shit. what if i’m attached den? i’m gotta call u.. erm, pumpkin.. i cant make it. okie, ‘crazy’ of me to suggest sucha stuff. a year. lotsa things could happen within a year.

well.

pumpkin is mad enough to agreed!

*impressed / surprised.

– G

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groove – the painter, friend.

that was wall.
(read: 5 mistakes and counting. 18th oct & 02nd nov. )

groove the painter back in town.
maybe i shld start a painting business?! 🙂

now is ceiling !

no idea. how to paint the ceiling?
well.. just like everything else. live and learn.

i knew im gotta be tired. countdown / followed by family lunch / painting. yet how could a yes-girl say no to adventure? i’m goin back to school next week, its nice to spend some time with my smarty pants bff !


*before. to the right.

*before. to the left.

WIP.

to be continued..

– G

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5.4.3.2.1

hello 2010 !

pumpkin asked me to watch fireworks with him.

love the idea.
one of my ‘always-wanted’
tot abt it for days before giving him the okie-lets-go !

ah. why the hestiation?

its gotta be crowded which is fine..
crowded with foreign workers which is not fine.

yeap, yeap. i know. pumpkin will watch my back. he promise to get me outta the place if the crowd get too wild but its d ugh feeling..!
i like to keep myself safe but im dying to fulfill this ‘always-wanted’

its take couarge to leave the past behind and step into the new world.
i.am.excited.terrified.
all lump into one groove.

nevertheless

where we sat. for 2 hrs. *butt-ache hahaa

*gleeful the smoke left behind.
(note: sorry, no photos of firework. i was busy with wow & ah)happy happy !

okie. i try to write abt it instead.
dazzled. spectacular. crowded. fun. windy. mad. experience.

what a great way to start the year !

thank you pumpkin ! 🙂

– G