i cried.

between jen & me, she always d strong one.. okie.. i hv my ‘moments’ but yeap, she d tough cookie.

surprised to received her msg.

just like that.
she left.
fulfilling her always wanted – going somewhere by herself.
(note: i dunno where..)

goodness ! we talk abt it and she ‘suppose’ to inform me if she goin somewhere. i preferred to be keep in the loop, gave her a hug, a farewell, a promise to stay very safe.

cried at the hair salon when i saw her msg. the staff passed me a box of tissue..felt better when d news sank in & after tokin to pumpkin..

replied her with the following instruction – call me if needed, i’ll take d next plane out & bring her home. call me when she’s home, i promise not to scream at her ! haha !

i’m okie. a little .. shocked. like she mentioned, if she wasnt ard, i still hv pumpkin & guy. that’s true but nobody could replace her? 9 years, i always noe where she is.. and what she’s up to..

im worried abt her but..well, life goes on.. pls, someone up there, pls watch over her..

– ying