“winning is great, but sometimes it takes a loss to get you motivated again. it humbles you down to reality’

– hbr

nice !

this is nice.

sitting on a patch of grass. gentle wind. chit-chat. lookin at the passing clouds. stars. tokin & laughin abt nothing & everything.

thank you pumpkin.

– G

*grinz

study is a commitment to myself, the rest are secondary.
(be it good or bad decision)

the assignments are killing me softly and painfully
but
i signed up for this bachelor tinky
and
i knew sacrifices are necessary.

overall, i don’t complain much abt school.
in fact, i love the idea of doing something for myself.

so, yeap.
well.

life isnt all abt hard work !
lets talk abt my playtime!

upcoming – cruise and phuket.

you know.
whats the nicest thing?
the ‘yeap-lets-do-it!’

this year lotsa fulfilling my wishes / wanted.
(thank you pple !)

are YOU ready?! :p

from guy.

QUESTION: who will u pick up? u got only 1 seat left….

one day u r rich and travel on a road with ur 2-seater sports car
the day is rainning and stormy
u pass by a bus stop
got 3 person waiting anxiously for bus

A- an elderly with heart problem and in need to go hospital soon
B- a person who help u in the past and u wanted so much to repay him kindness
C- a love-at-first-sight, whom is ur highly potential life-partner, whom if u dun meet now, u’ll never meet again

groove says:
haha ! wow, i love this
i wont choose C, that’s stupid
i will choose A, d person who needs my help immediately. sports car and all, hopefully i can save that person
B – will repay him back another time.

the model answer:
pass the car keys to B, who will send A to the hospital while you wait with C at the bus stop.

*roll eyes.

i need to whine.

just realised my skin is peeling. neck area.

*ugh !

*gross-out !

 yeap, my first sunburn experience & totally dislike it.

 whine & whine & whine..

 help ~ !

ugh !

 – G

by now, you should know.. i’m ‘full of shit’ 🙂
smts, ideas just walked into my head. *happy shrug

i havent seen her for a week & we havent been toking either.
she’s freakin busy with work and yeap, i’m freakin busy with assignments. (that’s explain the lack of blog entries..)

anyway. some say v-dae are friendship days. its nice to buy little gifts, typed some messages for her.this is what she saw.. when she open the box *awww..

soft toy – for her to keep.
cookies – for all her late nights.
flowers – every girl’s best friend.

hope she like it !  😉

– bff ying.

event: spore airshow 2010
date: 07th feb 2010
companion: pumpkin
photographer: pumpkin

there’s no way we gotta missed the biggest aerospace and defence exhibition in Asia ! awesome !

according to him, events after events pass by him.. seldom make it for sucha events. well, with me.. its all abt experience life, having fun ! *wink

“as long as you live it honestly, go for it !”

*at the entrance.

*the space, the pple, the lethal blue sky

*happy pumpkin !

*i could hardly keep my eyes open !*miniature #1*miniature #2*miniature #3*pumpkin – what’s this? i forgot the name ?! A: chinook

*i forgot the name too ! haha !

*saw this guy looking at the crowd.

*where? the plane?

*a tiny speck.

*blink and you’ll miss it.

*our very own -RSAF

*contributor of our sunburn.

*cap story.
thoughtful pumpkin brought along 3 caps from home. black, red and army style for me to choose from. sweet.

*more.. more !

*that’s it. folks.

*under the safety / shelter of the cap.

*hot but smiling pumpkin

*pumpkin’s plane.
pumpkin & his bro had lotsa fun with this ‘hand-plane’
so cute ! *everybody, awwwww..

*for some freakin rich man?

*awesome

*sorry baby, i cant get that for you.*US Air Force

*me to pumpkin: the guy on the plane is trying so hard to ‘act-cool’ let take a photo of him lah. dont make him waste his time standing under the hot sun.

*whats made me happy?

*for the tough & brave.. but very stupid pple. *one of my fav photos

*pick one baby.

*where are we goin?*show-off !

*some VIP?

*fav pix of the day.
good job pumpkin !

*death of the 5 bucks magnum.
super hot day & i could feel a headache heading my way. ice-cream seems like a good idea. all the ice-cream outta stock except ben & jerry and magnum. 5 bucks ! kinda exp? but it was nice, sharing the ice cream and walking out of airshow. i had those warm & fuzzy moment.

thank you pumpkin !

time to address those nasty sunburn. ouch.. sob.

– G

from pumpkin.

initially, i tot he’s a monkey ! long arms soft toy & i wanted to call him ‘monkey’

pumpkin say no to the monkey.
duh. MY soft toy leh.

okie lah, since he’s d giver, i shall be nice..
look at him one day & ‘brownie’ comes to mind.

yeap, this musta the 148th soft toy i owned. haha !

– G

www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlZxZ2n2zpw – old song.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qQ3Sz0IMmE  – touching mv.

who i am?
happy & strong 🙂

– groovy groove

‘it was possible that a miracle was not something that happened to you, but rather something that didnt’

there have been fun entry, tots entry, lame entry, silly entry, whine entry.. some of these entries are particularly special to me.
this is one of it.

there are many ways to write a blog entry – fun, interesting, silly, anger, happy, sad.. simple & honest this will be. 🙂

– minying

‘afterall this time, it turns out the best way to atone for doing something blatantly wrong is to do something else blatantly right’

the world that i knew of ended.
just like that.
like many others, i though i had it all & it was all i ever wanted.

but it all changed.
a year ago.

lies. lies. lies.
flooded with lies, blinded by love.
i’m a fool.

what could i do?
too many wrongs, too many mistakes.

i need to do something that is right.

i wanted to attack. 
i wanted to run.
i wanted to hide.

i needed the truth.
i needed courage.
i needed to defend myself (at all costs against amy further pain)
i need to be brave (for myself and everyone else around me)

because it’s the right thing to do, there arent many things that are right in this mess, but i have the chance to do one right.
what should i do?

‘life happens, and we just have to face it and choose our path’
it was a haste decision.
yet, i knew.
it was the correct decision.
stand up for yourself – minying.

for myself.
i stood up.
and everyone else came over to my camp.
it was great to feel adored.
camp minying was filled with pple & their endless love, support, care & concern.

lotsa pple didn’t understand the lack of tears.
it hurts.
i had so much pain inside me.
those are the kind of pain i couldn’t speak out loud.
but, i had to remain strong, for pple around me.
they need me to be strong.
falling apart wasnt a option.

‘change your point of view & the perspective is completely different’
seriously.

how do one do that. change your point of view?
chara / background / influence / interest – i am used to being me.

how do one goes abt changing everything?
answer: open up. letting go. re-learn.

i have my flaws, i have my insecurity but i am proud of myself.
think of it this way – i am doin better den what you expect, izzit?
*wicked grin

i dunno about you but i’m learning alot abt myself, life, relationship, friendship, love, fun, adventure. with so much more in life, almost had to murmur a thank you for the second chance

you go, girl !
keep running hard.

be happy, always – groove.