it was a catch-22: if you didnt put the trauma behind you, you couldnt move on. but if u did put the trauma behind you, you willingly gave up your claim to the person you were before it happened.

– extracted from my book & its one of my favorite !

super bo-liao groovy.

tot – part time or full time student ??

day 5 @ 6am..

groovy woke up grumpy .. *grrrrr

and she wondered – how come i’m not a full time student ! i wont hv to wake up at 6am ! it sucks, sacrificing sleep / activities / tv / me-time for this stupid bachelor.

on the other hand, the whole week of studying kill me.. no dinner dates, no fun, no joy, just study – work – study – work. i’m so glad i’m NOT a full-time student! the idea of doing this full-time ..  i’ll die, at a young age?! keke

the verdict ? if i had to choose again – part time !

– G

never felt this stress over exams..

hardly talk to bffs, family & pumpkin!
past two weeks of my life hv been work, eat, study… repeat.

nearly fall apart twice.. thank god for pumpkin & his endless encouragement.
im okie, all in d life of a part-time student?!

keke, finally! exam over !:)
well, at least for this term.

new sem starting next week, oh well. at least i hv a week’s break.

gtg ! lots to catch up !** got a little thank you postcard for pumpkin..

– G

duh.

guys – never bring a girl to teppanyaki on a first date. (1) the table arrangement (2) smts you are unlucky to sit beside two kapo girls. hehee

dinner with jen @ teppanyaki.
jen on my right and on my left is the unfortunate couple who hv to (1) know each other better (2) hold a decent conversation while ignoring two girls (3) eat.

i swear. jen & i tried our best to mind our business but oh well, kapo-ness is erm.. kapo-ness. you cant take kapo-ness outta a girl.

anyway, for you kapo-readers:
its apparent they meet in a pub. to be specific, she’s from Thailand & a singer. the fact that she wore heavy make up and drink only plain-water, in her words: not to affect my singing. i suppose she workin later that night. the guy is a property agent.

the girl goes: ohhh.. property agent.
groovy here exclaimed ”ohhhh..” and gave jen the wicked look ;p

towards the end of dinner, jen asked: not giving him the cockroach look? me: but cockroach deserve witch? yet, i cant help it.  looked, waited for him to look at me and gave him the LOOK. hahaa !

i love dinner at teppanyaki.
oh, and i bet there wont be second dinner; lack of sparks. see, i told ya – its the ambience and okie, maybe jen & mine fault? *bleah

– G

for pumpkin!

*sniff sniffhope you are smiling 😀

my little bear.

get well soon!

– G

ugh !
sorta dislike exam period.. crawlin outta bed at 6am to study..

the reward?
gorgeous morning sky.

whenever i saw smt like that, i would park myself at the window, admire the clouds, smile and back to studying..

gtg. 6am !!

– G

“Laughing Faces Do Not Mean That There Is Absence Of Sorrow!

But It Means That They Have The Ability To Deal With It”.

– Shakespeare

note: this little entry is sorta inspired by guy.
topic of the day – jack neo’s wife.

summarise: guy felt the wife love d husband, willing to sacrifice, ignored her own feelings for the family. it is, afterall, a marriage: u dont give up simply because your partner ‘screw’ up… etc etc

i like d way my bff challenge me with his views BUT i love the way i get to blog abt it, haha !

my view:
stupidity. there i say it.
you could sacrifice for your loved ones, be afraid, loneliness.. blah blah blah blah blah.

but..

love is just, love.
dont lose ur self-respect, dignity, faith.
three little but impt self.

well, that’s me.
hv a little backbone !
like i always say – there’s always a choice.
you only live once, live it proudly!

note: sorry guy for excessively demand answers from you !

fun entry! 🙂

dinner with pumpkin.

topic: what do u think abt staying together?
(note: he’s NOT asking me, its a extension of his lunch-discussion with his colls..)

anyway.. we talk abt the pros & cons. and we talk abt our little own habits.

– showering frequency?
– toothpaste? (to which i respond: what? wah.. never tot of that!)
– painting (woah, nice. i always wanted to paint!)
– how do u arrange ur clothes?
– etc etc etc.

little jokes here & there *giggle

*silence

‘pumpkin, this is not a marriage proposal right? spore style? haha ! over dinner and u ask me kinda thing?’ – lamey groove

wahahahaaa!

only a woman is capable of reading too much into something, anything! hehe

for the record (again) no, its not a marriage proposal but its definitely a fun dinner topic!

– G

shout out to pumpkin !

T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U !

71% (assignment 1) & 75% (assignment 2)

thank you for taking the time explaining some IT-jargon to an IT-idiot like me.

swing swing.
he talk and i had to quickly jot down his words.
wah, i’m like his PA.

anyway, thank you pumpkin !

– G