there smt abt dental-visit that terrified me !
pumpkin say.. minying, they are dentist. they are not out to hurt you okie?

still, i have problem falling aslp and i woke up at 4am on the morning of the visit ! hehe..

i was late for my dental visit. damn, i hate to be late.
called and reschedule. somemore, it rain !

i noticed the dentist sat at the reception area chit chatting with his friend while the receptionist cum assistant sign me in. half of me was like ‘minying, abort, abort mission !’ .. the other half of me silently cheer myself on !

the dentist fill up a cavity and move on for cleaning.

it hurts ! really !
moaning, clench my hands, close my eyes, look at the clock wishing time pass faster..

got home, shower, called pumpkin and started crying.. i cant help it !
i was scared..

me: it hurts..
him: are u okie?
me: pain pain..
him: its like that one !
me: how come u didnt tell me?
him: i cant tell u..  otherwise u wont go.
me: u lie to me !!
him: i didnt lie to u.. i just didnt tell u.
me: *laugh * you are right, but u shld tell me !

– G