Monthly Archives: November 2011
claypot rice !
Broccoli
AD (part 2)
lunch @ home
AD (part 1)
up it goes !
dinner @ home
leaving home..
after koh samui..
woke up after my nap, brush teeth, wash face and started crying..
kervin immediately came over to my side.
‘minying, what’s wrong?’
‘dont you miss home? i miss home.. i miss mummy, miss dadddy, miss everyone at home. i miss my bed. i miss miss home’ – i replied between sobs.
‘come, lets go home now. pack ur stuff and we go home okie?’
cool myself down and felt that it’s a bad idea. i miss home but doesn’t mean i can just pack up my stuff and move back to pioneer. i am mrs chua !
what abt kervin? what will his parents think?
i know he doesnt mind but i felt that i shouldnt..
how come no one told me abt this?! i heard alot of marriage advise but nothing abt ‘leaving home’ .. no one ever told me how hard it is to leave home and have a family of my own.
kervin & i changed and went back pioneer for dinner.
everyone know that i cried and are extra-sweet to me. k saw tears in their eyes when i told my family abt koh samui.
everyone say singapore is so small and i am just a few mrt stops away from home. but what they didnt say to me was… how different it would be..
not waking up to seeing my parents, not having to wait for bathroom, not being there, not knowing what’s going on in their everyday life, not living with a noisy but happy family. i felt like i’m missing out alot.
i love kervin with my life, i love living with him, i love waking up beside him, i love doing house chore and falling aslp while chit-chatting..
and i miss my family.
(even my bears miss home)