let go

i never knew quitting has sucha huge impact in my life.

1st week –
still in denial. cant believe i have resigned.
AFTER 10 years.
its like leaving my second family.

2nd week –
emotionally more settled, started on handover documents

3rd week –
a struggle.
i get super upset when i felt my colleagues either treat me as non-existent or pple taking over me make stupid mistakes.
it really really get to me.

another colleague of mine sum it up pretty well ‘after 10 years, you still committed to your job. pei fu. most pple here start to slack liao. but you dont.’

lets be fair, everyone slack, so do i. my rules is – i am being paid, i should work.
it might be not within my job scope but that’s life isnt it.

anyway, i told myself to let go. i have resigned and my job is to do a proper handover. i can’t expect everyone to be like me, to do things in exactly the same manner as i do.

4th week –
i’m at the final leg of the month long notice.
in fact, today is the last day.
how do i feel? actually, okie.
none of us want this to happened, what can we do?
part & parcel of life.

saying goodbye to some of my colleagues is really painful..
ordered the following from Jen:

*for one of my boss

*my favorite sales !

*the world best & nicest manager 🙂

*lili farewell

i’ll miss the good old days with the ops team.
the laughter, the jokes, paste stickers together at warehouse, working late, coming in early, my dear lady boss, my desk,  the people.
xoxo

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