struggle at work…esp the first few weeks.
i am not ashamed to said that i actually cried at night.

i dread lunch time.
even though i am part of the retail team but i felt so alone.
spoke to my friends & family and most told me things will get better.

its a far cry from the good old days.

i dislike my work.
the company is ‘new’ and most of us are new (either to the industry or new staff) there’s no proper procedure.

i became a data warrior. it was stress-free but super boring.

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its been 2 months and things have improved.
I have a couple of friends and more responsibilities at work.

have i grown to like my job? hard to say.
am i happy here? sorta.
do i look forward to work? no.
(at NE, i look forward to going work everyday..)

4 months to go.
we’ll see how.

– G