What? Has this become the new norm in my life?

I had high hopes.. planned my retirement in this organisation. Well, it was a good plan until reality strike!

Endless things to learn, lotsa events to organise and execute.
But, laughter? Not so much.

I realised something today… its been 4 months and when its time to decide, I actually had no colleagues to talk to. It took less than 3months for me to forge friendships at my previous workplace.. but what happened here?

Jia You Minying, hang in there for 2 years.
Jia You Minying, hang in there for 1 year
Jia You Minying, hang in there for 10 months.

Ha… i don’t have the energy to cheer myself anymore. I can ignore the negative energy at work, I can suck it up when big boss gave me an earful, I can run around the whole day, I can start early and end late but I CANNOT stand being label as hypocrite.

I don’t deserve it.

We had a 2 day event and the person that fully appreciate my effort is actually pumpkin. Came home, late dinner with me, a handshake from pumpkin ‘well done, minying’

That’s all I need.
That’s all I wanted.

Not drama.
Not tears.
Not being accuse of something that I am not.

‘’when we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not yet ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.’’

Life is too short.