”dont be scared okie. take it slow. dont carry too heavy things.sit down have a decent breakfast.when u’re frustrated / angry, take a step back and calm down” he text me on 7 Oct morning.. so sweet

the first day felt a little strange, nothing much to do, just went through my emails…
i broke down by end of the week while dinner with vin. hahahaha

stupid lah !
two of my colleagues had a fight and everyday, there will be some whining and tears in office and my secret friend decided to ignored me. personally, i am learning to cope with everything. the scars on my body is a daily reminder and i am still underweight (42kg!), diet restriction and hot flushes.

its a terrible first week back at work.

anyway… i am okie now ! its been almost 3 weeks since i am back in office and everyone is busy with the conference. interestingly, this conference pull us closer, stress, lotsa communication and stupid jokes ! looking forward to the event of the year !

my recent check up was okie as well.i cried non-stop before the check-up, lotsa fears and worries. 2nd injection on butt ! hahaha its really not as painful ! Ooh, the lump in my tummy was because of the 1st injection. nothing to worry about. the final injection will be mid-nov. My menstruation has stopped, the earliest it will come back is Jan, March can try for baby. *finger crossed*

sometimes, i am sad.
so and so is preggy or my friend bitching about her useless husband while she is pregnant.

mostly, i am okie.
life goes on and all. full of plans and positive thinking.

– G