duh! how come i seems to commit a ‘crime’ every now and den.
are you ready, to read my confession?
*deep breath

i’m sure, u noticed how much the little book affected me and my outlook on life.

anyway, sometimes, things happened and instead of bitching / thinking abt it.
i learn to ask myself the WHY / WHAT.
why izzit happening to me and most imptly, what am i suppose to learn from it?

me and my kapo-ness landed me in the next lesson.
pls, remind me to mind my own business. haha !

oh, let me state this – the person of interest have given me the permission to write the below entry. in fact, he vet through before posting.

i written and rewritten this, read and reread it. its nt perfect, and neither am i.
but i’ve been brave.

here boo’s story.
boo? he don’t like this term but technically he is a ‘stranger’

to cut the story short – his soon-to-be-gf betray him.

hello, the soon to be gf is NOT me lah.
i’m just the kapo passerby whose kapo-y and curiosity got myself involved by asking ‘what happen eh?’

after hearing his story, kapo me took a step further and decided boo needs my ‘help’ which is of coz my listening ear, my helping hand.
i was determined to help boo walked out of the heartbreak.

in other words, i just decided to help a total ‘stranger’

brave notion. no?
all these tots just happened – dive in, with a mission under my belt, and started doin my cpr.

i didn’t even stop for a second to wonder why am i doing all this?

the point:
toking to boo. i learn things abt myself.

– strong-willed *pause.

i.am.firm.
the problem: i crossed the line, expecting boo to do exactly what i say.

i forgot.

all he wanted from me is an listening ear, not advises.
just like i always say, everyone of us, we know what we are suppose to do. but the heart never listens to the head izzit?

i went as far as demanding for his stand:
if its to get over her, i will help, if its to get back her, i wont help.

boo asked me ‘why do you (me!) need an objective?’

objective.
it hits me front, right, centre. what sorta person i am. thinking i know best, been there, done that sorta attitude. do exactly what i say, you’ll be fine. here the formula, accept it.

i’m wrong.

it doesn’t work this way.
i wasn’t objective enough to hear him. which leads me to conclude, i’m not the best person to tok to him.

i simply forgot my role as a friend.

hey,  i might be the brightest bulb in the chandelier, but i make up in kindness ! haha

– forgiveness
i have the ability to forgive others who betray me, but to ask me to take back the person. its simply out of qn. fat hopes, nada,

– patience
everytime boo fails, i try to catch and assured him.

– celebrate the small win
instead of expecting boo to walk out of it immediately, i learn to acknowledge baby steps that he took.

example:
boo text me – having doubts abt himself, seems like he haven’t be living for himself.

though abt it and i replied ‘maybe you’re one of those whose happiness lies in giving, providing for others, making sure pple around you are happy and in turn make you happy’

boo decided to take on voluntary work.

– lacked of patience
i just don’t have it. period.

– remain positive
it easy being +ve by myself, it tough convince others to remain upbeat.

the million dollar qn: why? (am i doing all this)

maybe i asked the wrong question at the wrong time. haha !
maybe i shld learn to shut up. haha !

maybe, i seen something in boo.
maybe, the kindness of a stranger.
maybe, its for me. to learn. abt myself.

the end:
how’s boo?

haha ! this is the next million dollar qn.

honestly i dunno.
i guess, he needs plenty of time to get over the hurt.
pls! with me, fairy godmother around. boo should be fine. at least i hope so ! 🙂

credits:
boo thanks me for trying to be there.

boo thanks me for writing his story.

he said that toking to me helps.
no. i point out to boo, i did nothing. boo did all the hard work, bringin himself around.

i thank him for given me the right to write his story, i thank him for the lessons he taught me.

boo wants me to write his autography.
we are still negotiating rates and copyright. haha !

thank you for reading and for sharing my lessons.

fairy godmother groove. 🙂