fairy godmother took ‘some time off’ recently, wasnt online for days.
busy at work, and had to settle some personal problem.
honesty speaking, i havent be happy.
i dislike indecisive, i dislike being unhappy.
i dislike the feelin of walkin around with a heavy heart.
boo msg me one of d days asking what happen to me?
i replied according.
boo goes ‘take care okie. king (king aka boo) misses fairy. chat ya soon’
i replied ‘fairy miss normality.. take care too’
that, ppl. was a wake-up call.
still, i went to bed. feeling upset that i am upset.
things just dont feel right.
the next day, boo msn me ‘what do you want?’
my immediate reply: to be happy.
sucha simple statement. sucha complicated task.
i miss normality. i miss lame-ing with boo. i miss chattin with jen abt nothing. i miss whining with guy. i miss being me. i miss being happy.
complicated but achievable task.
impossible is nothing. :p
of coz i’m back to normal. otherwise you wont be readin this entry !
thank you jen & guy for the endless advise.
thank you boo for the wake up call.
happy groovy.